Tuesday, December 07, 2004

It seems like i'm starting to blog almost every other day now. Even school life doesn't seem so stressful as compared to my complicated yet seemingly simple life. Well, I guess I need to come to terms with my reality and face it. I wish she was still around. She was the only one who understood me the best and most. And I had to foolishly give her up for someone else to come and whisk away. I shouldn't have been so foolish. So now, all I can do is to look forward to the future and get on with my life and forget my painful past and present. Or more drastically, I could flee the bondage that is Earthly life much earlier by doing something that would be deemed cowardly and stupid. (*Note: Suicide isyour choice. No one can call you a coward if you believe in something so much and find the courage to actually do it.) Whichever way, I'll probably still suffer. Only difference is one way leads to success and more suffering, while the other leads to eternal damnation and suffering. You can probably guess what I'd choose. Well... Damn... Couldn't someone at least make Limbo seem at least more exciting and happening?


Kenny died at 11:58 pm

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Ben Ho
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31 January
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Ngee Ann Poly
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