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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Proud of You - A song so sad, yet comforting at the same time. Making me think of what has transpired in the past couple of weeks. I wish jm wouldn't try to f**k me up so much. A couple of times he told me he would pay for everything when we go out at night. In the end, I end up for almost everything, and he returns me little, because he forgets to bring his wallet out. And if I can't afford something, he makes a lot of noise, saying that it's not possible that I've got no money. I think he's too privileged until he thinks that everyone has the capacity to spend at will like he does. I only get like 200++ a month, a mere pittance compared to the amount he gets. And I'm not gonna let him use my laptop anymore. He has spoilt my space bar and letter "a". Now it's so hard to press them... I can't believe how hard he smashes the keyboard.

And now... because of the reply of someone to something jm asked while using my msn messenger account to chat, i guess i'm a little more firmly cemented in my belief that people will back-stab or bad mouth you with every chance they get, and it doesn't matter whether they're your friends. guess i need time to get over it. and i'm thinking of restarting some friendships, mainly to offset the wrong things that happen during them. dunno whether they'll work or not. too tired and sick now to continue my ranting and raving... having a sore throat and fever. my eyes are too pain to continue looking at this screen... see ya.

Kenny died at 1:53 am