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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

so depressed... heard from gabriel that eugenia told him not to follow my ways. like i'm that bad an influence. at least i'm not like vying for some kinda position in church or spreading rumours about other people or doing something bad. and i thought that she was such a nice person and all, calling me a big brother. i dun care. so what if i used to like her? the things people say without thinking really hurts.

and not only that... i tink now's not the right time for me to find love. seems like everyone whom i love, like or feel for seems to tink i'm either an "older bro" to look up to, a bad influence or juz plain not right coz i look like a gangster. wtf is wrong with pple? i dun mind being an older bro, but then do pple have to be so superficial about things? like looks matter. when u grow old, no matter if u look good like brad pitt now, you'll still look like crap when u become the senior citizen.

well, seems like my brand of thinking is so much more mature than my peers can handle. they dun even seem to click with me at all because of tt fact. and those people who label me as immature? please... being mature means knowing how to behave when the situation changes. it's not like i'm stoic or playful all the time... it's just that i know when and how to behave when the time comes. dun believe that you're mature just because you criticize me for my behavior when i'm playful. it's just that it was atmosphere that makemedo the things i do. all you're being is just putting on a facade to fool others who're "mature" like you to accept you as one of them. please... grow up. and if you dun like what i've written, email me at insane_teddybear@hotmail.com. i'm very open minded, so dun worry, unless you're just a typical asshole.

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