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Sunday, March 06, 2005

i can probably make a good guess why girls dun like me:

1) i'm a big slacker.
2) people get the impression that i can't be bothered with anything
3) i smoke.
4) my only hobbies are reading manga, cycling, doing nonsense and slacking.
5) i don't like dressing up. i prefer casual. very, very casual.
6) i'm not open with my feelings.
7) i lie a great deal
8) i'm lazy
9) i don't like to go out
10) i look like a gangster

and the list goes on and on and on.

other than tt... i feel like i can identify with the main characters in the manga i read. they are slackers and share similar personality traits with me. hehz... and they always have a girl in their sights but whom they love/like/or whatever, but always dunno how to express their feelings or they get rejected when they do.

anyway, i dunno why izit tt people look at smokers like they're such a rotten bunch. we're people too, ya noe? we haf feelings and emotions too. we don't like it tt people take us as animals and start saying"hey lookie over there. yeah, tt smoker. he's probably not gonna last till 40", "tt guy/girl isn't a good influence becoz he/she smokes" or something along tt line. i mean, like what has being a good or bad influence have to do with smoking? it's like, people may smoke, but they set other good examples for others to follow. then there are those who dun like smoking who say tt smokers are a bad influence, but then are doing all sorts of other stuff tt are in the same category as smoking, such as littering, spitting everywhere, sleeping around, talking behind others' backs. it's so contradictory. but then again, who said tt we live in a world tt makes sense and isn't hypocritical? i noe a few people who openly speak out against smoking, who later pick up smoking. i hate this...

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