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Sunday, December 04, 2005

Recently I've been spouting the idiom "No pain, no gain". It seems really good to use because I will have a good excuse to do stupid things sometimes and claim experience it will give me. But I injured myself in two very bad places over the week. On Wednesday I injured my left shoulder, left forearm, and left wrist while doing a wheelie. I started off wrong, twisting my shoulder and practically my entire left arm. It still hurts now, and is very pain. But it can't beat the injury I got yesterday. Forgetting I'm travelling on low gear down a slope, I attempt to peddle while standing up a little (done with no hands). I was surprised at how little tension there was when my foot turned the peddle. And I fell onto the seat on the right side, injuring my lower right back. It hurts so very, very much because it's the site of an old injury. Well, despite all the pain I still went cycling. Yes I did. Most people would call that stupidity, but I want to see how much pain I can handle.

I reached home around 3.45am after meeting Kooichi and Kenji. It was quite boring because all Kkj could think about was his new girlfriend. I swear, he's just like someone who's just discovered boy-girl relationships for the first time. He can't stop talking about her. To me it seems like puppy love. It's like come on man, I don't hear anyone else I know going on and on about their girls the way he does. It's like he's obsessed by it. And for goodness sake he's already 19. But some things don't change, as he still is obsessed with gay jokes. What an immature retard. Just because I'm lazy and I KNOW I don't have the finances to go chase girls, I'm being called gay. It's like what the f**k. I don't have to get a girlfriend just because others are doing so. It makes the whole idea seem so commercial, especially since you do have to buy things for your girl and stuff like that.

Other than that, I had another really weird dream last night. I dreamt of Linette. After not talking to her for like 3 or 4 months due to a really bad argument, I suddenly had a dream about her. And I've not thought at all about her. I dreamt that we were in a relationship. In the dream, she was like this really nice girl who was sensitive and emotional. Yes, the irony of it, because she's so sarcastic and cynical. Well, anyway, I don't care. She really pissed me off that time by accusing me of being a prick to people and that I'm an asshole, when I wasn't and was just defending myself to a verbal attack to my person. She didn't bother finding out why I did that and just told me off. I can't be bothered with people who don't give a shit about what I think or how I feel.

Kenny died at 4:51 pm