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Monday, January 23, 2006

I don't know how a friendship went so wrong. I suppose that it can't really be called that because I don't really know her that well. But somehow, some way, due to some asshole, what could have been a "friendship" went so horribly wrong. Just because of rumours like "I think he likes you". I swear these people are assholes. Just because I once told a couple of "trusted" friends that I liked someone, they tell other people. Sometimes the people whom you think can be trusted can't be at all. Now I'm not on good terms with her because of some idiot. She's ignoring me and probably thinking bad things about me due to all that shit people have been saying, Sometimes Christians aren't the best people to tell a secret. And these friends I told to are the more "popular" in Church. So few giving such a bad name to the rest of us Christian folks. I'm never again going to believe anyone from Church that says "I swear I'm not going to tell anyone" without first knowing that person well enough. I thought I did that time. Guess I was wrong.

I really dread going to Church and seeing her accusing eyes, eyes that accuse me liking her. Like it's a crime? What the hell. It's pure stupidity. Which I really hate. So what if I liked her before? Does it mean I still like her? But on the bright side, it's her loss, not mine. Let her think what she wants. I hate this shit.

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