I don't know what to do. I think I do love this girl. I think of her quite often, though I meet her quite infrequently. The feelings are mutual, but I can't seem to get myself to commit to anything. I think it's like she says, that I like the bachelor life too much already. And I guess it's really true, because I really love the freedom that I have, that allows me to do anything I want. And that's where I'm somewhat immature. But I think it's at least better than bastards and bitches who just go with girls to get sexually fulfilled or just for the sake of getting into a relationship. Those guys/girls are totally way more immature than me. I swear to God.
And there's my neighbour who lives directly opposite me. She constantly asks me if I know who scratched her car, a red BMW M3. She and her husband are indirectly asking me if I'm the one who's scratching their car. I mean like, it's obvious with their body language and tone of voice that they are accusing me of doing that juvenile deed. It's like "What the f**k?!" because I didn't do shit to their car.
Then there's the first night of CNY that I saw Celestine at J8. Boy, I couldn't recognise her. She's grown much prettier and mature-looking. Didn't realise that she's back in Singapore. She said hi and asked me why I never did go to Church anymore. Well, suffice to say, one doesn't say "I think some Church leaders are total asswipes and that's why I don't want to go back". So I said "Maybe this Sunday" and that was that. I seriously hate people asking me why I seldom go to Church anymore.
Now to end it all, let it be said that Southpark rules! Best animation I've watched that is from America in a long time. God bless its creators.
Kenny died at 4:40 am
About me
Name
Ben Ho
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Birthday
31 January
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School
Ngee Ann Poly
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