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Friday, February 24, 2006

I'm getting sick and tired of Kooichi saying that I have a big ego. Basically, everyone has one, but mine just isn't as big as he assumes it to be. Basically, just because I have pride in my skills as a cyclist doesn't mean that I have a huge ego. Pride and eog are essentially 2 different things. Stop saying I have a big ego. If I did, I wouldn't have stayed until late at Lionel Koh's house to help him burn South Park seasons 1~9 into CDs, while at the same time pissing off Lionel Lee because he wanted to go home. I wouldn't have bothered to go down so many times to Bishan when tired if I had an ego. I would bloody hell decline and scream at whoever asked me to do that if I did have an ego.

Now Kooichi, he's the one with the ego. Just because I 'suaned' him just one time about something he said, as opposed to the many, many, many, many, actually countless times he has 'suaned' me, he still remembers it and is quite sore about it. He tells others of how many girls he gets to know at Soka Association meets and events. He brags about how many girls like him and how popular he is. Now, it's actually he himself who has the huge ego, just that he doesn't notice it and he wants to accuse others of having the ego. Note that people with ego always persist that it's not them who have the ego, but others around them.

I, on the other hand, prefer to keep a low profile, am a slacker, and hate the limelight. I don't give a shit how many girls like me or how many girls I get to know. I know by saying this I'm asking for a huge load of sarcasm to be poured over my head, but I have to play the defense and offense at the same time. It's like when people keep calling me gay. And when I say people, I mean people I treat as my real brothers. I have to defend myself. I can't let people push me around so much. I'm sick and tired of it. FUCK YOU, ASSWIPES. GET THE FUCK OFF MY CASE AND STOP THROWING GROUNDLESS ACCUSATIONS AT ME. GET A FUCKING LIFE, DIPSHITS! THINK ABOUT YOUR LIVES MORE THROUGHLY BEFORE YOU COME AND JUDGE ME! GROW UP! You want me to hit where it hurts? Kooichi, 1.93m tall. 20 years old. Mental age of a 16 year-old kid. Keeps meeting girls, getting to know girls. By now he knows tons of girls. FOR FUCK?! Give me a reason why someone needs to know so many girls. Unless he's gay and needs to learn how to groom himself?

I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit. I don't think it's funny when we sit at coffee shops and you start accusing me of being an egomaniac and of being gay. It's not funny, and even more NOT FUNNY when it's repeated over and over again like a fucking spoilt tape recorder. If you treat me as a friend, or a brother, please think before you open your FUCKING BIG MOUTH to say anything that can or will irritate/annoy/anger/hurt me. Thank you.

Kenny died at 4:59 am