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Friday, December 08, 2006

Today was the start of the battle. Location: Ngee Ann Poly, Block 5, 3rd floor, room 1. The opponent? Electrical Installation and Design. Suffice to say, it was pretty fucked up. I forgot that for a 3 phase load design, you have to find the maximum demand in each phase, and then size the circuit breaker according to the phase that has the largest current demand. That cost me dearly, because most of the questions were on 3 phase maximum demand calculation and breaker sizing. Damn it.

Went for a walk with Gu Yu after the paper. First time we went to Bishan. This (and the second) time, we ended up at Bishan again. We walked around aimlessly for almost 2 hours before going to the food court at Junction 8 for dinner. Had carrot cake, and damn, it was horrible. Worst carrot cake I ever tasted. She had chicken rice, and somehow I always see her eating stuff like that. I wonder why she doesn't get bored with the same shit everyday.

After dinner, we ended walking around again, ending up at the small park diagonally opposite the Scout's Association. I don't know how, but somehow we stayed there for about 2 hours just talking. Really found out more fascinating facts about her. Like how she's lived her life ever since she came to Singapore to study. Fascinating, but at the same time, very sad. I don't understand how things turned out so bad for her. Well, I do sympathise with her, since she happens to be quite naive and clueless about how life really works. I guess I should count myself lucky for having so many chances to live on, despite all the shit I've done from secondary 1 until my 19th birthday. It's sad that she's had so many chances, but there wasn't anyone around to pull her through to change her life.

But luck can only last so long. Mine's probably going to run out soon. Haven't done any serious shit lately, but it feels like the end is nearing for me. In the past month alone, everytime I'm on my bicycle, I almost end up in an accident. Most days end with more than 2 misses. Even when I'm walking across the road, I almost get hit. At the bus stop, the buses pull in so close that the mirrors are less than a centimeter from my face. *sigh* I just can't shake the feeling that something bad is going to happen to me soon.

Would anyone miss me?

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