Saturday, March 10, 2007

I haven't been free to update this blog of mine. There's so much to do, like call my girlfriend Lisa, work, watch the DVDs that I want to watch. But, as always, my life's in a mess.

Lisa has ideas, weird ones - it's putting a strain on our relationship. Ideas on how to get revenge on people who've hurt her in the past, giving her time to do these things. I can't believe how much I love her, that I can just give in to her all the time. Sigh. Women. Only God can fully understand these creatures. I've never loved a girl so much before. I guess I can only blame myself for my childish ways when I fooled around with the hearts of other girls. My retribution. It's my punishment.

No matter what, it's a trial. I won't let it bring me down. I'll continue to grow stronger than I was before. Losing all emotion only makes one weak, and I won't go down that path again. I'll become stronger than ever. It's a promise to my family, friends, to Lisa and myself. For her and my sakes, I cannot fail now.

Kenny died at 2:27 am

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Ben Ho
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31 January
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