Sometimes, you just want to love someone, it can be so hard. Especially when that girl is probably looking in another direction, for someone else's attention.
What I don't understand is why girls are always attracted to guys who just want to make use of them. I should stop having double standards and stop being so nice to girls, like Kooch said; I should just be myself and maybe treat them as I would my other friends. Especially to the girl I like.
It's becoming obvious that it's beginning to affect my work. I want to go, but my heart tells me to stay. And I'm becoming slack in what I do best. I've lost my witty words, my sarcasm, basically, all my mental agility. I've been lost too long. It's time to find myself again.
Kenny died at 10:03 am
About me
Name
Ben Ho
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Birthday
31 January
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School
Ngee Ann Poly
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